This last weekend, I was trying to get my perspective back into God. I think I came back to Oregon trying to run around pleasing everyone around me, trying to act like the perfect Christian when I just felt so missed up inside, so full disorder and shame. I realized after being hired for a job so quickly, that it wasn't the best thing for me. I realized that I hadn't stopped and rested in God and that I needed to start again with my relationship with Him. I am only home for two months, and I needed to get my heart, soul, and mind focused on God and listen to Him with the strategies of being home and how to raise support. I have always been so concerned of finances, and the pressure of being home for only two months and having to raise 2,000 dollars in a a couple of weeks has added to some already burning stress. Yet God is teaching me to not allow the stress of finances to rule me, and to remember to trust in Him, listen to His plans and purposes. So the word I keep coming back too is resting in the Lord.
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